friggin hollow
friggin dead
friggin fucked up in the head

friggin exhausted
friggin frustrated
feelin friggin exhumated

feelin lost
wanna go home
wanna lie down
n nevr get up

T_T

i am who i am

coz of the denials, deceit, ignorance, push aways

all the regrets tht i harbour
all the rejects tht i'v been granted

all the distance, all the chills

all the lies, hypocricy
all the mcs

all the knock outs, all the blackouts

all the refrains,restrains the .........

u get the point ryt ;)

day zero

*yawwwnn*

tis bin a long tym...
actually 1 helluva long tym...
how can one get so bloody lazy n nonchalent bout stuff
well i can...i know i do..
n tht saddens me...
aww poor lil silly ol me...

actually...evn sympathizin wid myself....um..thts a blasphemy man!....i mean...evrythingz ryt thr... ryt thr in fronta me...yet i prefer 2 just ignore stuff n indulge in a blissfull negligence...
shame on me i say!
shame on nebody whose like me!....

but i guess initialisinz a big part of evrything... n here i am ..."initializin" my assests....whatevr tht meant :P


ever wondered y life's boring??.....hm...lesse tht myt b cuz ...mayyyy b...jus this speck of a chance kinda may be.... ur not doin nethin!?
stop blaming others n bullshittin bout sum lack-of-oppurtunity speech

guess m jus writin shit!....n darn it man! it feels gooooooood!
i still hav it in me! :D
woo hoo!

this lil piece of gibberish myt not mean nethin 2 u dear reader....but haha! 2 me..! it feels like i'v found a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow!
all hail the leprechauns!!