strings attached

*sigh*.............lately i've started developin a whole new wave of outrage....



@ my fate

@my failure to convince

@ my naive nature(but i was too young to understand bck then)

@ my inhibitions

@my life

@what i'm forcd to become

@th amount of strength n tym tht m gna nedd to start all over again

i nevr wanted 2 b stuck up....held back....ruled over....be a doctor
my parents always tld me...kid u can do whatevr u want, b whoevr ur heart tells u to be....go wherevr ur imagination takes u to....but i guess these r just their ways of "playin wid our minds"....fake ways of givin us fake independence n freedom whih they ultimately end up snatchin a few yrs down the line..
hav always bin a big planner...jack of all trades but master of none...
not tht m complainin!
i was pretty happy wid myself...
evn though i knew how limited my life was...i always found a way 2 let my mind stroll about in the infinity...
but they had to hit the wall at one point...
i can nevr 4get a line which i had heard in sum movie once....it ws addressd by a parent to another...he sed "v r only our kids' guardians...hukumat...nahi hain!"
how i wish i got such sensible n liberal folks of my own! :P

its bin a long tym since i felt these feelings again...i was almost gettin habituated wid the life my parents enrolled me in2...
but heaven forbid tht evr happened!
i hav2 push myself to the limits now....start all over again...
free my heart of fears...my mind of its inhibitions. i hv2 ...i will. i aint obliged to anyone for nethin. i know i owe this life to em...but i aint gna b repayin by killin who i am. afterall they gave birth to an individual n not a keep-our-name bot...
my dreams,my passions,my individuality.
they need no names ...no qualifications...no horizon
n they r here to stay...n be a part of me fr as long as i live
to kill em wud b a cruel deed indeed! as i wud b killin a part of me

freedom
independence
individuality
overwhelming bliss
not a puppet.............not any more